"Rats."
She kicked the can again as she, once again, was denied going into the temple door, and for no reason whatsoever. She's a Crystal Gem, damn it! She had an actual Gem! What is wrong with this place?!
"You're wrong with this place. You're not supposed to even be here."
The Gem sighed as she finally submitted to her own thoughts. Was she supposed to be there? Everyone ignored her. Not even their enemies acted like she existed when they fought, and hell, she fought more than anyone else!
At least, she thought she did.
Did she even matter to them? She rubbed her head deciding on that one. She'd been ignored for as far as she could remember. But she was accepted in the Crystal Gems, right? No...she just followed them.
If she was never noticed by anyone...did she even exist?